*Repost* Ima Need Rehab.

Going raw every night not a condom in site, addicted to the feelings so blinded to the consequences before hand, didnt care about that otha woman or young man feelings so deep in to it we became one and reality was numb, it all felt so damn VERITABLE !!! (pausing) Just breathe .. inhale exhale .. repeat. okay GO.
Yes ima need rehab, so caught up we didnt wanna prevaricate the situation, never had such a great connection of affection. Your reflection plays back in my mind right alone with your smell, smile, lips, hands, and the list goes on. Making promises and just going along with that whatever happens kinda thing, we forgot about the strings we had attached but being so attached there wasnt a care for that. This was something special like my heaven on earth, letting each other tocuh the surface of our souls and right in the mist of it all we realize this was a NO DEAL situation.. no more txt's, aim convo's, emails, basically no more communication. Yes ima need REHAB, to fall back from this .. long days and nights will result from the pain of this situation. Im strong minded but the pain of the mind takes over the body it'll all be a test, the process will be a mess .. i just pray that it's the progress feels the best.