Im just getting to the point where i say your name with out crying though my voice still shakes and my hearts still skips a beat .. still cogitate on understanding and facing the fact that yu'll never ever come back home. Your favorite holidays are coming up and it'll feel so alone without yu thought we can try and act as if we're healed and strong .. we all still break down and cry out for strength try and say a little prayer hoping that it'll at lease lift the pain that is forever in our ♥ ... tonite's a night where's memories arent enough .. im tryna stay strong but even Ray Charles could see my bluff. I miss yu more than so much, i thought i could understand by now but that's out the window i couldn't understand if my life depended on it.. all i can do is pray on it .. damn these 8 months feel like a lifetime & i can put my life on it Poppy Jr. so beautiful and Shiya too crazy they gotta be raised in this world with out yu. goodnite uncle, ima always love yu. ..