Lust Of Her Eyes.

Eyes never lie, they dilate ..

they stared straight until my heart told my mind to look away.

Your appearance was breath taking, i secretly closed my eyes

to let God know i realize what an amazing creator He is.

Yet the thoughts that went threw my mind meant sin

so i also asked for forgiveness, cus only God knows

everything within me wanted to give you the business. . . .

I Wanna...

I wanna know you, like an forgotten dream that only plays back bits and pieces I yearn to figure you out. I wanna know you, like an present under the christmas tree you leave me wondering what's underneath all that wrapping paper you present yourself to be. I wanna become bestfriends with your mind, so I wont ever misunderstood yu. Your heart, I wanna mode it and reshape it into the way you desire it to be. I wanna put your mind at ease, touch places in your soul that caresses your worries away. I wanna be the one who makes your world be safe, like wonderwoman I wanna be your hero everyday. I wanna take you on a rollercoster of ecstasy, explore your body freely as you let set the atmosphere with all kinds of sounds of love making. I wanna be the reason you'll be horse the next morning. (lmao) I wanna be the reason your walking on cloud 9. I wanna the one your define as your lover, homie, and bestfriend because in the end .... All I wanna do is love you with everything within.

Her && Him.

She's, valetindatinyg lies to dress up her hurt feelings. Why haven't she learned from these rerun dealings? Wasted energy, false potential, why did she even invest in it? Let him touch the souls of her most deepest feelings, let him explore where no one else have been before. He's young at heart && immature so he's not mentally ready for the place she thinks they ought to be. Intuition tells her that she ought to leave but see when feelings run deep it ain't as easy as ya mind thinks it'll be. Here's where mind over matter applies, cus when trouble in a relationship arise; it's a knock that neither of them wants to answer. Cus who knows what that trouble may bring, possibly a heartbreak scene. ...

Another Again.

Seems as thought i then did it again, i left my guard down & now im in this same boat floating in a sea of feelings again. I got too attached again, this time even more. So close to yu now my around my heart is sore. I guess that swore to neva catch feelings didnt mean anything again. Now im stuck becus the heart, overrules the mind at any giving time. Yeezy taught me that, it all falls down when yu cross that line. Jus when i got my heart back where it used to be, i still fail short becus i let "yu & me" when i knew it wasn't supposed to be anything more. I like the sweet taste of sin, the sneaking fruit from the forbidding tree again. Here's another lesson again, but am i gonna learn what's before hand or will it be another again?

Yu, Do That for Me.

Yu give me reason, when i feel there's nothing

in this world i have to look forward to.

Security, like an officer on the job, yu do everything

yu can to provide safety to my soul.

When the world isn't kind, yu're the one who gives me peace of mind.

Yu, do that for me......

The sound of your voice takes me higher place, 

like even higher than outta space...

more of an place only God's feet were once placed.

Your touch sends silent messages threw my body, that quietly screams

I  L O V E  Y U .

Your presents is such an amazing site that it makes me wanna capture yu,

jus to be able to look again, again, && again.

Yu, do that for me....

Flying ..

Im flying, with out wings now.
Your the one giving me the strength,
to even wanna fly in this love atmosphere.
For i am only a lovebird,
pls dnt shoot me down..

This Love Thing.

The CONNECTION is so strong, it scares && amazes me. The conversation is like a piece of heaven on earth.We're both on our interest peaks, ready go over anyday now. The anger that sparks between us, only makes the hunger of "want" hungrier. The seed of this attention begins to blossom into a steady growing flower. The dehydration of love, is starting to form its flowing river. The season of the he♡rt to be; reshaped, remodeled, && reformed has finally come around. .. am i mentally ready? The thing that keeps me up at night. My feelings && he♡rt, have this constant fight. Give in or stick it out? Take a chance at; hurt, love, adventure, higher levels, heartbreak, hurt feelings, that cloud 9 feeling, or shall i keep this guard up over my heart?